I want to write without (subconsciously?) exaggerating what happened/never happened/what I felt/never felt/what I saw/what I never saw. I want to be able to express my feelings and thoughts exactly the way I feel and think. I don't want any complications and confusions in my writing; it would only hinder the process of getting to know myself. If I can't write the facts of my own life, I see no point of starting this blog. There has to be honesty in my own writing. This kind of honesty requires a very coherent thought process and an impeccable amount of self awareness and acceptance. And guts. It won't be easy and I'm already nervous; afraid of what I truth I may stumble upon. But I am equally curious. I have always had a very curious nature. I am sure I have been keeping secrets from myself, and the only way to get through to myself is by editing nothing. At the end of the day, I would like to be able to accept my own truth for what it is and keep my calm no matter what I may find myself writing about. I want to take control of how I write what I see, think and feel. I want the truth.
So what's the truth and what's the truth?
So what's the truth and what's the truth?
Hi
ReplyDeleteI would firstly like to lead you on to my blog: http://miscellaneousmutings.blogspot.in/
You would notice an uncanny resemblance in the backgrounds, but apart from that do read. I seem to have the same reasons to write a blog as you do, but I guess most people do too. Do carry on writing. Do visit my blog. :)